28 July, 2019

Black Stallion

‘Tis a great big black horse
that runs steady and agile on a hard turf
Round and round and round it goes
Both to contest and alone

The equine bears a great load
of beauty and wealth and greatness and vain
He follows no master and hears no plea
but has no will of his own and neither is free

For our great stallion bears no sentiment for masters
nor cares for fodder or hay or water
The beast merely wishes to run and so it does
Never tiring, knowing it shall one day just drop dead

You see, that’s the thing with speed
You forget where you are headed to get there faster
Because if you do not, someone else will
And so you race, caring little for what might be at stake

The other thing you may not realize
or for that matter, society may not realize
how many breaths or air our stallion lacks
As they say, it is the last straw that breaks the horse’s back

The horse runs alone and wild
for that is the price of freedom and speed
For it might see many running along with it
But how would any stop if he did to neigh along?

Celebrations amound for faster and faster records
for why not be merry as long as the party lasts
Surely we’ll find another if this one gives away
The laws of nature says all things succumb to change

For joyous trumpets blow when the horses run
and pictures taken in days of strength and glory
And songs are sung and poems written and plays performed
For when the horses run, the bulls rejoice and the bears cry

But each horse sleeps alone at night
and wonders whether each one is as lonely
For there’s no greater loneliness
than the one found in the large crowds

And small wondrous blinking eyes follow the trails
wondering how it would be to run for themselves
But such thoughts vanish when the races begin
For legs and heads must work, and hearts need not be awake

And dreams of embraces and rains and the smell of damp soil
replace themselves with pounding hearts and strong legs
Notions of sympathy and empathy replaced with intolerance for weakness
For this turf is not for the faint-hearted, it is for large black horses

And the Earth trembles when these beasts make way
And creatures of the Earth are forced to either grow stronger or die
The horses don’t care, nor have the will to do so
for all will and all focus, need be on the race and race alone

One might see the brutality and harshness in such mindless soulless races
others, as they should, argue otherwise
For most horses are mindless beasts with no concept of “purpose”
So the mindless race fulfils a life searching for utility

Further, failure always emerges from an unfulfilled dreams
hence not allowing dreams defeats failure from life
‘Tis might be also true that no equine would wish to run,
had it been able to consider

But that gives them life and purpose,
and if they live long enough, they might consider greener pastures
They might rest a night and sing a while and eat the greenest grass
But it all comes at a price, and through the day, the horses must ride

Broken as such, many of the horses are
some have a twisted ankle, some die of exasperation
some still run but have long been dead for much else
Others still, have no soul left to be impaired

Broken some and some are dead
Others still, are hale and alive and run like hell
They’re usually young, or ones who won
And the rare few who grew old, but never gave up

For the race also offers glory and pride and larger turfs to race
Can it be called vanity? If so then their entire lives have been vain
Some say many things of the color of grass on each on different sides
But for them, the grass is green under their hoofs, there’s no grass any other side

Vishal Gupta
2 March 2018

16 July, 2019

Greater Fools

Tribute to John Keating from "Dead Poets Society", Sloan Sabbath from "The Newsroom", and my dear friend Megha Sinha

"And medicine, law, business, engineering,
these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life.
But poetry, beauty, romance, love,
these are what we stay alive for."
- John Keating

The world doesn't need people like me
Strong determined individuals
Movers, who take decisions,
and are undeterred in the face of adversity
Sure, we push the wheels of the world forward
But we don't make it liveable
You do

The world needs people like you
Who find the silver linings in greying clouds
Vulnerable, innocent people who still believe in the goodness of mankind
Who embody hope and love and beauty and joy
Who hurt easy, and are vulnerable to pain
We will protect you, we promise

But we need you
We need you to give our own lives meaning
So please, stay a bit longer
I need you
So stay,
and be delusional about the world
So I might endeavor to make it worth your presence
Stay, and together, let us be the Greater Fools

Vishal Gupta
9 Jan 2018

07 July, 2019

बस अब बहुत हो गया

जी बात बस इतनी सी है की बस बहुत हो गया
जो आपने जानी वो हर बात मानी
जो दिल में थी ख्वाहिशें, सब "कुछ दूर और" के लिए ठानी
पल-पल मरते हम कुछ रुआं से हो गये
कुछ समझे आप, कुछ हमसे जुदा हो गये
अजी ये तो समझिए, के जीवन का हर षण, कर दिया हमने आपका
पर आज बात बस इतनी सी है की बस अब बहुत हो गया

पहले भी आपकी ख्वाहिशों के परवाने हम बने हैं,
कुछ रास्ते हमने सिंचोए, कुछ छोड़ चलें हैं,
बस इस उम्मीद में के शायद आपकी एक छोटी खुशी का हिस्सा बनें,
बस यही चाहा, की आपकी कहानी हो और हम किस्सा बनें,
पर आपने पूछा हमारी नादानी देख के हमने ऐसा भी क्या एहसान किया
तो आज बात बस इतनी सी है की बस अब बहुत हो गया

अब नहीं पता, जीवन किस रुख़ ले जाएगा,
क्या ये अब सुबह की मुस्कुराहटें देगा, या अभी और सताएगा
पर ये पता है, की ये आने वाली खुशियाँ, गम, जीत, हार, सब मेरे अपने होंगे
और आपसे शिकायतों का अब नाता ना होगा, ना दर्द ना भय ना खेद का खुलासा होगा
आँखों में आँसू हैं, पर इन आँसुओं का रिश्ता आज बस मुझ तक रुक गया
ज़्यादा कुछ नही, बात बस इतनी सी है की बस अब बहुत हो गया

आपका सारा जीवन, मेरी खुशियाँ संवारने में बीट गया,
और जब मुझे ग़लत रास्ते देखा, तो खुदको मेरी मंज़िल के बीच ला खड़ा किया
पर इतनी बार आपको अपने सामने खड़ा देख, अब खुदपे भरोसा नही होता है
जिस दिन आप सामने नही रहोगे, उस दिन से डर-सा लगता है
अब अकेले चलने, गिरने, संभालने का वक़्त गया
जिन मंज़िलों को भूला, उनकी तरफ कदम बढ़ाने का वक़्त गया
जिन ख्वाबों को मरने छोड़ा था, उन्हे फिर ढूँढना है
ख्वाबों की पंखुड़ियों से, एक और सपना तोड़ना है
पता नही सपने टूटेंगे या मुझे ही तोड़ देंगे
पर अब अकेले बढ़ने का समय गया
बात तो बस इतनी सी ही है, की बस, अब बहुत हो गया

विशाल गुप्ता
१४ जनवरी २०१६

29 June, 2019

Blowin’ in the Wind

So many false Gods man has worshiped,
in search of the truth so plain
So many harsh roads traversed
looking for respite at the end
And so many days of loneliness he spent
waiting to meet the one
The truth my friend, has long been told
The answer is blowin’ in the wind

Chasing lies all life
and life after life man runs
Some he borrows from people around
some he cultivates in his mind
Self-inflicted justice prevails
harder and nobler than he knows
But the truth my friend, has long been known
The answer is blowin’ in the wind

And he set out, to seek the lands
where his dreams shall be seen
Along the road suddenly he cried
for he had lost his eyes
Walking along, he failed to see
both the journey and the end
If only once, had he felt he’d know
The answer is blowin’ in the wind

Readied himself he did since long
to enter the world grown up
Real was it, he said to himself
yet real it couldn’t become
Masks and faces he puts on his face
to face his world he made
Never was needed, such grand decept
The answer is blowin’ in the wind

And lives he does for long as may
and plays the games of life
Yet life deceives dissents from him
for he doesn’t feel alive
Life was taken, soon after birth
and breaths he still had left
Rise again, O friend of mine
The answer is blowin’ in the wind

Vishal Gupta
17 June 2017

19 June, 2019

You Didn’t Have To Do That

‘I suppose in the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go, but what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye.’ – Piscine “Pi” Molitor Patel, Life of Pi

Words often fail to express
messages that can only flow from your heart to mine
and one such message came to me
When you hugged me for the last time

Away from the world, under the stars
Amongst friends, alone at last
The only witness – the cake between us
the only words, ‘you didn’t have to do that’

And you hugged me close and I held you tight
Knowing, this was but the last night
But deep down inside I knew this’d be the first of many
When my world would be bereft of light

Holding you close, I heard my heartbeats calling out
Hearing your words, I heard them tearing apart
I vowed never to see or hear you ever again
But what is honor compared to a man’s love?

Perhaps your words, painful as they may have been
were much needed for me to go on
Sure I’ll miss my angel with the broken wing
But I guess they’re someone else’s to mend hereon

Who struggles to pose in pictures and lives to make life large
Perhaps my world wasn’t big enough
to contain soulmates, as different as us

So now only you would remain in it, for a while I’m sure
For I may have lost the key, but I’ll get a new door
Perhaps you’d come again, perhaps you won’t
If you do, get a new key, this heart isn’t for rent anymore

Loving you I learnt, what a struggle it is to care
To love to fear to smile to despair
For the worst prison on Earth isn’t the one that kills the soul
The worst prison is the one that poisons with hope

And a note to the new gardener of the flower that was once mine
to the one who shall possess a Beautiful Mind so divine
Do not mistake her freedom for rashness
do not stop her from being her own self
For if you can’t hug her in the dead of the night
when she has returned, fighting battles inside
and looks to you for a hug and a kiss and a cuddle goodnight
If you can’t bring her chocolate cake without a question
If you can’t tell her you love her with all her flaws
If you don’t believe that your love will free her from herself
If you can’t love her, beyond all the anger you’re bound to feel
Then I suggest you dare not take up the mantle
My Monster is not the easiest of women
She’s the fire that can light up your world, or burn it down
She’s the light that can shine with glory, or turn you blind
She’s the drop that gives life, or wreaks havoc
Her smile can last you a lifetime, or make you wish to die
My Monster, is not the easiest of women
She is, however, the most woman of women

Vishal Gupta
16th June, 2019