28 July, 2019

Black Stallion

‘Tis a great big black horse
that runs steady and agile on a hard turf
Round and round and round it goes
Both to contest and alone

The equine bears a great load
of beauty and wealth and greatness and vain
He follows no master and hears no plea
but has no will of his own and neither is free

For our great stallion bears no sentiment for masters
nor cares for fodder or hay or water
The beast merely wishes to run and so it does
Never tiring, knowing it shall one day just drop dead

You see, that’s the thing with speed
You forget where you are headed to get there faster
Because if you do not, someone else will
And so you race, caring little for what might be at stake

The other thing you may not realize
or for that matter, society may not realize
how many breaths or air our stallion lacks
As they say, it is the last straw that breaks the horse’s back

The horse runs alone and wild
for that is the price of freedom and speed
For it might see many running along with it
But how would any stop if he did to neigh along?

Celebrations amound for faster and faster records
for why not be merry as long as the party lasts
Surely we’ll find another if this one gives away
The laws of nature says all things succumb to change

For joyous trumpets blow when the horses run
and pictures taken in days of strength and glory
And songs are sung and poems written and plays performed
For when the horses run, the bulls rejoice and the bears cry

But each horse sleeps alone at night
and wonders whether each one is as lonely
For there’s no greater loneliness
than the one found in the large crowds

And small wondrous blinking eyes follow the trails
wondering how it would be to run for themselves
But such thoughts vanish when the races begin
For legs and heads must work, and hearts need not be awake

And dreams of embraces and rains and the smell of damp soil
replace themselves with pounding hearts and strong legs
Notions of sympathy and empathy replaced with intolerance for weakness
For this turf is not for the faint-hearted, it is for large black horses

And the Earth trembles when these beasts make way
And creatures of the Earth are forced to either grow stronger or die
The horses don’t care, nor have the will to do so
for all will and all focus, need be on the race and race alone

One might see the brutality and harshness in such mindless soulless races
others, as they should, argue otherwise
For most horses are mindless beasts with no concept of “purpose”
So the mindless race fulfils a life searching for utility

Further, failure always emerges from an unfulfilled dreams
hence not allowing dreams defeats failure from life
‘Tis might be also true that no equine would wish to run,
had it been able to consider

But that gives them life and purpose,
and if they live long enough, they might consider greener pastures
They might rest a night and sing a while and eat the greenest grass
But it all comes at a price, and through the day, the horses must ride

Broken as such, many of the horses are
some have a twisted ankle, some die of exasperation
some still run but have long been dead for much else
Others still, have no soul left to be impaired

Broken some and some are dead
Others still, are hale and alive and run like hell
They’re usually young, or ones who won
And the rare few who grew old, but never gave up

For the race also offers glory and pride and larger turfs to race
Can it be called vanity? If so then their entire lives have been vain
Some say many things of the color of grass on each on different sides
But for them, the grass is green under their hoofs, there’s no grass any other side

Vishal Gupta
2 March 2018

16 July, 2019

Greater Fools

Tribute to John Keating from "Dead Poets Society", Sloan Sabbath from "The Newsroom", and my dear friend Megha Sinha

"And medicine, law, business, engineering,
these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life.
But poetry, beauty, romance, love,
these are what we stay alive for."
- John Keating

The world doesn't need people like me
Strong determined individuals
Movers, who take decisions,
and are undeterred in the face of adversity
Sure, we push the wheels of the world forward
But we don't make it liveable
You do

The world needs people like you
Who find the silver linings in greying clouds
Vulnerable, innocent people who still believe in the goodness of mankind
Who embody hope and love and beauty and joy
Who hurt easy, and are vulnerable to pain
We will protect you, we promise

But we need you
We need you to give our own lives meaning
So please, stay a bit longer
I need you
So stay,
and be delusional about the world
So I might endeavor to make it worth your presence
Stay, and together, let us be the Greater Fools

Vishal Gupta
9 Jan 2018

07 July, 2019

बस अब बहुत हो गया

जी बात बस इतनी सी है की बस बहुत हो गया
जो आपने जानी वो हर बात मानी
जो दिल में थी ख्वाहिशें, सब "कुछ दूर और" के लिए ठानी
पल-पल मरते हम कुछ रुआं से हो गये
कुछ समझे आप, कुछ हमसे जुदा हो गये
अजी ये तो समझिए, के जीवन का हर षण, कर दिया हमने आपका
पर आज बात बस इतनी सी है की बस अब बहुत हो गया

पहले भी आपकी ख्वाहिशों के परवाने हम बने हैं,
कुछ रास्ते हमने सिंचोए, कुछ छोड़ चलें हैं,
बस इस उम्मीद में के शायद आपकी एक छोटी खुशी का हिस्सा बनें,
बस यही चाहा, की आपकी कहानी हो और हम किस्सा बनें,
पर आपने पूछा हमारी नादानी देख के हमने ऐसा भी क्या एहसान किया
तो आज बात बस इतनी सी है की बस अब बहुत हो गया

अब नहीं पता, जीवन किस रुख़ ले जाएगा,
क्या ये अब सुबह की मुस्कुराहटें देगा, या अभी और सताएगा
पर ये पता है, की ये आने वाली खुशियाँ, गम, जीत, हार, सब मेरे अपने होंगे
और आपसे शिकायतों का अब नाता ना होगा, ना दर्द ना भय ना खेद का खुलासा होगा
आँखों में आँसू हैं, पर इन आँसुओं का रिश्ता आज बस मुझ तक रुक गया
ज़्यादा कुछ नही, बात बस इतनी सी है की बस अब बहुत हो गया

आपका सारा जीवन, मेरी खुशियाँ संवारने में बीट गया,
और जब मुझे ग़लत रास्ते देखा, तो खुदको मेरी मंज़िल के बीच ला खड़ा किया
पर इतनी बार आपको अपने सामने खड़ा देख, अब खुदपे भरोसा नही होता है
जिस दिन आप सामने नही रहोगे, उस दिन से डर-सा लगता है
अब अकेले चलने, गिरने, संभालने का वक़्त गया
जिन मंज़िलों को भूला, उनकी तरफ कदम बढ़ाने का वक़्त गया
जिन ख्वाबों को मरने छोड़ा था, उन्हे फिर ढूँढना है
ख्वाबों की पंखुड़ियों से, एक और सपना तोड़ना है
पता नही सपने टूटेंगे या मुझे ही तोड़ देंगे
पर अब अकेले बढ़ने का समय गया
बात तो बस इतनी सी ही है, की बस, अब बहुत हो गया

विशाल गुप्ता
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