25 February, 2014

A Traveler’s Symphony

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A sack on his back and smile on his lips
Aching legs and excited eyes
Humming a song in his tongue
which perhaps sings of a his journey
A Traveler’s Symphony

Perhaps he sings of a Lover’s Lost Ballad
or perhaps of the stars he’s seen along the way
Or perhaps just a rainbow of colorful thoughts
I don’t know, but I wish he’d stop and say

I wish, he’d take a moment, and recount his stories
of damsels and shepherds, of castles and woods
His smile is nostalgic, as if remembering a wonderful year
His eyes seem full of stories, some he looks eager to share

But some he wishes to keep to himself
I see it in his eyes, but I do not probe
The stories he shares do little to quench my thirst
But make me eager for stories of my own

So he walks again, the same way he came
Purposelessly strolling, absorbing each moment of his life
Does he lead a life without purpose
Or does he lead where he has found one

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I asked him if he ever felt lonesome, in the secluded quest
He said he did, at times
Sometimes, his road was painful
Boulders of misunderstandings stand in our way
Suffering becomes as much a part of life as breath

But sometimes, sweet memories take away the pain of the present
Memories, of a shared laugh or a long hug
Of something as simple as a first date
or as hard as a last handshake

But memories have power to wipe both smiles and tears
He spoke of a girl, the recollection of whose eyes never failed his smile
He showed me a picture, I couldn’t appreciate
Because, he said, it was his story, and I had to search for my own

He said he was lucky to have earned such memories
Memories which give him courage to walk his path alone
He knows even if his life has nothing but a sack today
his memories shall never desert him

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I asked him, if this was what he wanted to do
if the motive of his life was being met
If he always wished to be a traveler
If he always wished to be alone

He replied life works on no plans
Life is a series of random chaotic events which take you somewhere
It always takes you somewhere, on a road of your choice
But your choice is limited to your opportunities, which life provides

He never imagined when he was growing up
That 25 years later he’d meet a man on the other side of the world
Who’d question him of his way of life
Never imagined finding the answer would be so difficult

Because life doesn’t make sense when you try to predict
it appears a long dark forest which only shows its depth once you step in
Yet, whenever you look back, it seems as if it was always meant to be
Somehow, the dots always connect looking backwards

And that he said was the beauty of life
That’s the mystery which makes life the wonder it is
It is in knowing your next destination
It is in living in the present one

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Finally, I asked him one last question
In his travels, I asked
across valleys and seas and mountains and plains
and cities and villages and towns and roads
had he ever met God. Did he believe God guided him
In the life force he talked about, in destiny
in creation in people in science in religion
If he ever encountered God

He smiled, and said
His sack gave him food when he was hungry
His legs took him to what he believes is his destiny
His body kept him alive
and one day, when he dies it wouldn’t have mattered to anyone
What only matters in his short stint in the world is his own happiness
And he worships whatever it comes from
He worshiped a beautiful lake whence he came across one
He worshiped the sky when it rained
he worshiped the old couple who gave him a roof for a night
he worshiped the ships which helped him in his travels

As he stood up, he said the world needed a religion so it created one
And God is as real as the Universe
Yet, religion is one way of getting close to God and traveling is another
I might find my own path, in words or children or music or a soulmate
He turned back and the last words I heard
‘You don’t need a religion to believe in God.
Religion made one for itself, you get to make one for yourself.’

Vishal Gupta
October 3rd, 2013