10 October, 2023

Reunion

‘What is love?’ the discourse furthered

in a sea of faces, both strangers and friends

and friends who once were strangers

and strangers who once were more than friends

 

He smiled and professed the crowd,

refraining to speak truths he knew few could fathom

but the message needed to be sent

unspoken words had tortured him for too long

and so he spoke

 

‘Love cannot be encapsulated in a single definition

be it yours or mine,

It takes as many forms as there are waves in the ocean

and as many words as there are echoes in the mountains

 

It is the eternal desire, when you pine for someone with such passion

that their mere presence fills you up like an overflowing river

The sight of their eyes twinkles brighter than all the stars in the sky

And all you want to do is hold her close and let her know

that your embrace is the only home she would ever need

You wish to spoil her so no one will ever be good enough again

you want to destroy yourself and everything you possess in her service

Gratify her every desire to the point where she takes you for granted

devote your existence to her every thought

Suffocate her with your love that she can’t help

but to wish you away

While you rue yourself for trying too hard

for wanting too much

hoping she would understand what she means to you

hoping she would appreciate your devotion for her

Crying along on starlit nights sitting in her backyard

burying the remnants of your love for her

Knowing that the ghosts of your own making will haunt you

to eternity and beyond

 

Then there’s the other kind of love

one that doesn’t speak much

and stays silent for days, weeks, months… generations

it emerges only when becalled

and for a fleeting moment it shows its grandeur

and then succumbs back into oblivion

waiting, to be bid again

It’s not lazy, this love

it just doesn’t like the noise

it prefers to watch from afar

It would like to be appreciated

but doesn’t mind if it isn’t

It prides on simply being

Watching, waiting, being

Like an overarching shadow of the sky

like a slight breeze of summertime

Like light seeping through the creaks of darkness

like rain waiting in the folds of clouds

Just because it doesn’t make its presence felt

doesn’t mean it isn’t there

Just because it was lost

doesn’t mean it can’t be found again’

 

He gleaned at the silent crowd

this time, his eyes finding another’s

Ones that had understood him so well then

ones that understood him so well now

 

With wet eyes, she dare not shed any

for she had gone far too far

and all that remained was a look between

all words said and unsaid shared

for they knew this was all they would ever share

now and forever

 

Vishal Gupta

February 20th, 2023